A deal a day a life time away.......

Been sitting pondering all day.

Life and how short it can be. It really just hit me today that it's just me my other two brothers alex's son my wife and an aunt and an uncle back in jolly ol england. Moms family consists of a very very distant great great aunt....she was a single child and her mom and dad passed on when alex and i still wore diapers.

So i guess there is a rapidly dwindling supply of chadwicks in the world.

You do a lot of thinking when you have big scares health wise and i certainly did after mine. It makes you realize what's important in life and what isn't. Some people who might read this know i play a few "role playing games" online. While most would consider those not as important as other things. I guess i consider them important...and my duty to keep up with them. Especially the games Alex was in or created.

When i write for those characters he created and those games he played in....well it's like a little bit of him is still around. I know he has a son and everything. Who i love dearly. It's just that when i visit Futility's End and write the adventures of Captain Davies or Admiral Cash....well it's like Alex is back for a time and i don't feel so alone anymore.

Keep on Trekkin
Albert Edward Chadwick