Coming back bit by bit.

Taking a step back seems to be working for me.

I can see the light at the end of the tunnel

Stuck day 9 .....

Still caught in that place we all hate when we write.

I just can't get my mind to free up enough to work.

sigh.....

Stuck

I'm pretty stuck creatively right now. I sit in front of the computer and try to write and pretty much nothing comes out right now.

I figure it's stress related and all that. I have a lot going on in my life right now that is tearing me up pretty good.



sigh.....

An early premier.

I figure those who actually take the time to read the tripe i post deserve an advanced peek at this stuff. So without further delay i present an amazing project created for me by a wonderful new friend. I brought him some pretty crude line drawings and a few ideas and he delivered all of this wonderful stuff to me. Ricky MadMan Wallace created the mesh and brought the Nu trek design to life you can find more of his wonderful stuff at http://www.madshipyard.com/.

She's a ship with a history that goes back to before Bravo Fleet before Futility's End. Before star trek the next generation and online role playing really. She traveled the galaxy at warp factor awesome for over ten years boldly going in a play by email internet role play and before that in live table top game created by alex.

I present to you Expedition Fleet's "Great Experiment" The most advanced ship in starfleet. She's a new ship that follows in the best design traditions of this newly expanding Nu-Trek universe. Cick on the image below to see the whole big big show!

USS Venture Star!



Short explanation ...Her design borrows a bunch from that other "Great Experiment" Excelsior and our reasoning is that during a known crisis Starfleet advanced the design past theoretical along with the Enterprise and into production utilizing some new technology. Below is the opening for my new Favorite TV show in the universe i inhabit. ;)



Remember this April and then May,9th forget everything you think you know....

March 31st premier

Be here on the 31st for the premier of Star Trek Venture Star! A Nu ship for a Nu golden age!

Been quiet

I've been quiet here for sometime. I just didn't feel the need or want to share anything. That's changed in the last few days. With developments on the Expedition fleet front i figure I'll premier a few things here first before i release them to the world. First is the new design for USS Venture Star along with a video for her and an announcement for Expedition Fleet as a whole. Stayed tuned because i think your all going to be pretty impressed.


I've been disappointed in the last few days about a few things. Decisions at ACEirc have caused me to leave there. I'm not happy about it but i cannot be somewhere or endorse a place that would believe a lunatic over me. It's a long story but suffice to say it deals with being accused of actually being alex again. Doing something about the harassment then having the decision overturned by someone who i thought had my back.

Thanks to Dan for trying and having my back when others pretty much left me hanging. I've been told i should offer up proof of who i am and what happened to my brother. I'm not going to and i'll tell you why. I've been honest since i showed up online in the simming world. Since day one. If you believe me great i thank you for your support. If you don't believe me well...pardon my french but FUCK YOU!

I've done nothing to deserve such treatment and thoughts nor did my brother. Who yes did indeed die in January of 07. The idea that i "popped" up to soon after he passed is insane. I've known about and been involved in alex's online life well before january of 07. Hell i filled in for him the summer before when he got into that accident and couldn't even speak for months let alone move. Alex was always sending us in the family links to things he did online so we could read the adventures he wrote.

I'm familiar with everything because i was a silent observer for so long. After he passed i did loads of research in the materials he kept and printed before i even though of joining this unique collaborative writing you all do.

But i rant.....mostly the people accusing these things are at the worst mentally troubled and at the least jealous of what alex did had and accomplished. Some of them even seem to hold weird grudges of twisted things that seemed only to happened in there minds. I wish them well and only hope they can move on.

To end with a quote or two from alex.

"keep on keepin on."

Albert Edward Chadwick

New Trek Trailer

Snot

I never knew how many wonderful colours it came in.

The story of a hero.

It's only been told to a few people.

Alex while on his way home for lunch from work was hit by a drunk driver and killed.
While that mostly tells the story it is only partially the truth.

It was a somewhat clear and crisp January night when alex was driving his truck home for lunch. I was on call at the fire station in town working ems. I remember the moon a lot during that night.

Alex was struck while going through an intersection and his truck was knocked into a fairly deep ditch/culvert. The truck landed upside down. Estimates put the drunk ladies rate of speed as high as 100mph. Alex was hit on the drivers side breaking his left arm and shattering a bunch of ribs and so many other injuries it's amazing he lived past the initial impact.

Now this was a quiet country sort of road so nobody happened upon the scene until well after EMS got there.

Alex badly injured managed somehow to kick out the rear window of his truck and crawl back onto the road. I know this because of the blood trail and crawl marks left from his truck to the drunk womans car.

Alex must have saw that the womans car was on fire and he somehow managed to make it to her auto. With strength from somewhere i can only imagine alex managed to rip the door from the womans badly damaged car. pulling her unconscious body out he got her far enough away from the burning auto.

Someone was assume him dialed 911 on his cell phone and the signal was triangulated.

I got the call very early in the morning. I didn't know my brother was involved until we arrived on scene. The drunk woman was essentially just bruised up with a few cuts that were minor. I am amazed from the look of both car and truck that anyone at all lived through the accident.

Alex lay dead on the side of the road. He had even thrown what was left of his coat over the unconscious drunk woman who had cost him his own life.

That was the night i truly saw my brother for the amazing individual he was.

Alexander P Chadwick.

MY Hero.

Alex......

Today i think about my lost brother alex. Like i did in the year past i went to his grave. There sits a small locked metal box. Inside the complete printouts of the FE universe saga for the entire year. Even though he can't be here i want what FE has done for an entire year to be near him and with him. I replaced the many printed pages with an even larger stack of paper.

Each time i read him something important that happened in FE. This year i read him the death of Admiral Bryan Cash. I know the entire thing would have tickled him pink. It's the best thing i've ever written.... My only regret is that he himself didn't get to write the piece.

Here's to ya brother.

Albert

Albert R busy

Regular albert service will be disrupted for a short time.

Expect frequent albert outages and shortages. While we endeavor to make your albert service as quality as possible during this time.

Not much happening

The title says it all. Not a whole lot going on at castle Albert. Not a whole lot going down in my life at the moment.


I guess it could be a whole lot worse. I do so enjoy the after holiday lul. :D


Keep on trekkin
Albert

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